I know I madly love him when...

... I hear his footsteps outside the door and hurry to open the door for him before he rings the bell.

... when he introduces me to a friend of his then lovingly wraps his arm around me and I feel so special to him.

... when he is asked "Would you like a nescafe?" and he answers "Only if Sue will make it for me" and I feel flattered.

... when I'm wearing a new outfit and he looks at me saying "Eih el 7alawa dy" (Look at you, you look gorgeous) and his nice words make my day.

... when I make him a lemonade on a very hot day and he drinks it and tells me "Shokran Captain" (Thanks Captain).

... he pretends to be angry with me when I don't say hello and give him a kiss once he enters the house and when I go kiss him he forgets all about it.
... I see a tear in his eye and then one nanosecond later I start crying just for seeing this precious tear in his eye.

... when he tells me that the first time we went out together alone was when I was two months old.

... when I get mad at something and then he tells me "ana 3aref enty tal3a zarboona le meen" (I know where you got your bad temper).

... when I have a bad dream that something bad happened to him and I wake up with tears in my eyes.

Happy Birthday Daddy, I wish you know how much I madly love you.

An old piece of writing

Years ago when I was sixteen years old, on my back home from a physics tutor, a woman waved to the taxi I was riding. The taxi driver pulled over and the woman told him where she wanted to go and he said okay. The woman had two kids; a boy and a baby girl and the three sat beside me at the back seat. She was very pretty, and her kids were so cute, she started playing with her baby girl and I learned that the girl's name was Jessica (Jessica is a name that I've adored for many years and kept telling everybody that if I'll ever have a baby girl I'll call her Jessica). After I went home I wrote thes few lines:

She was sitting beside me
And her two kids with her

I was sitting next to her
With my few books with me

Her kids were so nice
Her daughter smiled to me twice

I saw my future in the woman's eyes
She saw in me her past days

I wished I would become a mother
She wished she would return a student